TITLE: The Narrative Impulse AUTHOR: Eugene Wallingford DATE: January 26, 2020 10:23 AM DESC: ----- BODY: Maybe people don't tell stories only to make sense of the world, but rather sometimes to deceive themselves?
It was an interesting idea, I said, that the narrative impulse might spring from the desire to avoid guilt, rather than from the need -- as was generally assumed -- to connect things together in a meaningful way; that it was a strategy calculated, in other words, to disburden ourselves of responsibility.
This is from Kudos, by Rachel Cusk. Kudos is the third book in an unconventional trilogy, following Outline and Transit. I blogged on a passage from Transit last semester, about making something that is part of who you are. I have wanted to recommend Cusk and these books, but I do not feel up to the task of describing how or why I think so highly of them. They are unorthodox narratives about narrative. To me, Cusk is a mesmerizing story-teller who intertwines stories about people and their lives with the fabric of story-telling itself. She seems to value the stories we tell about ourselves, and yet see through them, to some overarching truth. As for my own narrative impulse, I think of myself as writing posts for this blog in order to make connections among the many things I learn -- or at least that is I tell myself. Cusk has me taking seriously the idea that some of the stories I tell may come from somewhere else. -----