TITLE: Going Online, Three-Plus Weeks In AUTHOR: Eugene Wallingford DATE: April 14, 2020 3:53 PM DESC: ----- BODY: First the good news: after three more sessions, I am less despondent than I was after Week Two. I have taken my own advice from Week One and lowered expectations. After teaching for so many years and developing a decent sense of my strengths and weaknesses in the classroom, this move took me out of my usual groove. It was easy to forget in the rush of the moment not to expect perfection, and not being able to interact with students in the same way created different emotions about the class sessions. Now that I have my balance back, things feel a bit more normal. Part of what changed things for me was watching the videos I made of our class sessions. I quickly realized that these sessions are no worse than my usual classes! It may be harder for students to pay attention to the video screen for seventy-five minutes in the same way they might pay attention in the classroom, but my actual presentation isn't all that different. That was comforting, even as I saw that the videos aren't perfect. Another thing that comforted me: the problems with my Zoom sessions are largely the same as the problems with my classroom sessions. I can fall into the habit of talking too much and too long unless I carefully design exercises and opportunities for students to take charge. The reduced interaction channel magnifies this problem slightly, but it doesn't create any new problems in principle. This, too, was comforting. For example, I notice that some in-class exercises work better than others. I've always know this from my in-person course sessions, but our limited interaction bandwidth really exposes problems that are at the wrong level for where the students are at the moment (for me, usually too difficult, though occasionally too easy). I am also remembering the value of the right hint at the right moment and the value of students interacting and sharing with one another. Improving on these elements of my remote course should result in corresponding improvements when we move back to campus. I have noticed one new problem: I tend to lose track of time more easily when working with the class in Zoom, which leads me to run short on time at the end of the period. In the classroom, I glance at a big analog clock on the wall at the back of the room and use that to manage my time. My laptop has a digital clock in the corner, but it doesn't seem to help me as much. I think this is a function of two parameters: First, the clock on my computer is less obtrusive, so I don't look at it as often. Second, it is a digital clock. I feel the geometry of analog time viscerally in a way that I don't with digital time. Maybe I'm just old, or maybe we all experience analog clocks in a more physical way. I do think that watching my lectures can help me improve my teaching. After Week One, I wondered, "In what ways can going online, even for only a month and a half, improve my course and materials?" How might this experience make me a better teacher or lead to better online materials? I have often heard advice that I should record my lectures so that I could watch them with an experienced colleague, with an eye to identifying strengths to build on and weaknesses to improve on. Even without a colleague to help, this few weeks of recording gives me a library of sessions I can use for self-diagnosis and improvement. Maybe this experience will have a few positives to counterbalance its obvious negatives. -----