TITLE: Recognize AUTHOR: Eugene Wallingford DATE: October 30, 2022 9:32 AM DESC: ----- BODY: From Robin Sloan Sloan's newsletter:
There was a book I wanted very badly to write; a book I had been making notes toward for nearly ten years. (In my database, the earliest one is dated December 13, 2013.) I had not, however, set down a single word of prose. Of course I hadn't! Many of you will recognize this feeling: your "best" ideas are the ones you are most reluctant to realize, because the instant you begin, they will drop out of the smooth hyperspace of abstraction, apparate right into the asteroid field of real work.
I can't really say that there is a book I want very badly to write. In the early 2000s I worked with several colleagues on elementary patterns, and we brainstormed writing an intro CS textbook built atop a pattern language. Posts from the early days of this blog discuss some of this work from ChiliPLoP, I think. I'm not sure that such a textbook could ever have worked in practice, but I think writing it would have been a worthwhile experience anyway, for personal growth. But writing such a book takes a level of commitment that I wasn't able to make. That experience is one of the reasons I have so much respect for people who do write books. While I do not have a book for which I've been making notes in recent years, I do recognize the feeling Sloan describes. It applies to blog posts and other small-scale writing. It also applies to new courses one might create, or old courses one might reorganize and teach in a very different way. I've been fortunate to be able to create and re-create many courses over my career. I also have some ideas that sit in the back of my mind because I'm a little concerned about the commitment they will require, the time and the energy, the political wrangling. I'm also aware that the minute I begin to work on them, they will no longer be perfect abstractions in my mind; they will collide with reality and require compromises and real work. (TIL I learned the word "apparate". I'm not sure how I feel about it yet.) -----