July 01, 2020 3:19 PM

Feeling Unstuck Amid the Pandemic

Rands recently wrote about his work-from-home routine. I love the idea of walking around a large wooded yard while doing audio meetings... One of his reasons for feeling so at ease struck a chord with me:

Everyone desperately wants to return to normality. I am a professional optimist, but we are not returning to normal. Ever. This is a different forever situation, and the sooner we realize that and start to plan accordingly, the sooner we will feel unstuck.

I have written or spoken a variation of this advice so many times over my fifteen years as department head, most often in the context of state funding and our university budget.

Almost every year for my first decade as head, we faced a flat or reduced budget, and every time several university colleagues expressed a desire to ride the storm out: make temporary changes to how we operate and wait for our budgets to return to normal. This was usually accompanied by a wistful desire that we could somehow persuade legislators of our deep, abiding value and thus convince them to allocate more dollars to the university or, failing that, that new legislators some future legislature would have different priorities.

Needless to say, the good old days never returned, and our budget remained on a downward slide that began in the late 1990s. This particular form of optimism was really avoidance of reality, and it led to many people living in a state of disappointment and discomfort for years. Fortunately, over the last five or ten years, most everyone has come to realize that what we have now is normal and has begun to plan accordingly. It is psychologically powerful to accept reality and begin acting with agency.

As for the changes brought on by the pandemic, I must admit that I am undecided about how much of what has changed over the last few months will be the normal way of the university going forward.

My department colleagues and I have been discussing how the need for separation among students in the classroom affects how we teach. Our campus doesn't have enough big rooms for everyone to move each class into a room with twice the capacity, so most of us are looking at ways to teach hybrid classes, with only half of our students in the classroom with us on any given day. This makes most of us sad and even a little depressed: how can we teach our courses as well as we always have in the past when new constraints don't allow us to do what we have optimized our teaching to do?

I have started thinking of the coming year in terms of hill climbing, an old idea from AI. After years of hard work and practice, most of us are at a local maximum in our teaching. The pandemic has disoriented us by dropping us at a random point in the environment. The downside of change in position is that we are no longer at our locally-optimal point for teaching our courses. The upside is that we get to search again under new conditions. Perhaps we can find a new local maximum, perhaps even one higher than our old max. If not, at least we have conducted a valuable experiment under trying conditions and can use what we learn going forward.

This analogy helps me approach my new course with more positive energy. A couple of my colleagues tell me it has helped them, too.

As many others have noted, the COVID-19 crisis has accelerated a few changes that were already taking place in our universities, in particular in the use of digital technology to engage students and to replace older processes. Of the other changes we've seen, some will certainly stick, but I'm not sure anyone really knows which ones. Part of the key to living with the uncertainty is not to tie ourselves too closely to what we did before.


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June 17, 2020 3:53 PM

Doing Concatenative Programming in a Spreadsheet

a humble spreadsheet cell

It's been a long time since I was excited by a new piece of software the way I was excited by Loglo, Avi Bryant's new creation. Loglo is "LOGO for the Glowforge", an experimental programming environment for creating SVG images. That's not a problem I need to solve, but the way Loglo works drew me in immediately. It consists of a stack programming language and a set of primitives for describing vector graphics, integrated into a spreadsheet interface. It's the use of a stack language to program a spreadsheet that excites me so much.

Actually, it's the reverse relationship that really excites me: using a spreadsheet to build and visualize a stack-based program. Long-time readers know that I am interested in this style of programming (see Summer of Joy for a post from last year) and sometimes introduce it in my programming languages course. Students understand small examples easily enough, but they usually find it hard to grok larger programs and to fully appreciate how typing in such a language can work. How might Loglo help?

In Loglo, a cell can refer to the values produced by other cells in the familiar spreadsheet way, with an absolute address such as "a1" or "f2". But Loglo cells have two other ways to refer to other cell's values. First, any cell can access the value produced by the cell to its left implicitly, because Loglo leaves the result of a cell's computation sitting on top of the stack. Second, a cell can access the value produced by the cell above it by using the special variable "^". These last two features strike me as a useful way for programmers to see their computations grow over time, which can be an even more powerful mode of interaction for beginners who are learning this programming style.

Stack-oriented programming of this sort is concatenative: programs are created by juxtaposing other programs, with a stack of values implicitly available to every operator. Loglo uses the stack as leverage to enable programmers to build images incrementally, cell by cell and row by row, referring to values on the stack as well as to predecessor cells. The programmer can see in a cell the value produced by a cumulative bit of code that includes new code in the cell itself. Reading Bryant's description of programming in Loglo, it's easy to see how this can be helpful when building images. I think my students might find it helpful when learning how to write concatenative programs or learning how types and programs work in a concatenative language.

For example, here is a concatenative program that works in Loglo as well as other stack-based languages such as Forth and Joy:

 2 3 + 5 * 2 + 6 / 3 /

Loglo tells us that it computes the value 1.5:

a stack program in Loglo

This program consists of eleven tokens, each of which is a program in its own right. More interestingly, we can partition this program into smaller units by taking any subsequences of the program:

 2 3 + 5 *   2 + 6 /   3 /
 ---------   -------   ---
These are the programs in cells A1, B1, and C1 of our spreadsheet. The first computes 25, the second uses that value to compute 4.5, and the third uses the 4.5 to compute 1.5. Notice that the programs in cells B1 and C1 require an extra value to do their jobs. They are like functions of one argument. Rather than pass an argument to the function, Loglo allows it to read a value from the stack, produced by the cell to its left.
a partial function in Loglo

By making the intermediate results visible to the programmer, this interface might help programmers better see how pieces of a concatenative program work and learn what the type of a program fragment such as 2 + 6 / (in cell B1 above) or 3 / is. Allowing locally-relative references on a new row will, as Avi points out, enable an incremental programming style in which the programmer uses a transformation computed in one cell as the source for a parameterized version of the transformation in the cell below. This can give the novice concatenative programmer an interactive experience more supportive than the usual REPL. And Loglo is a spreadsheet, so changes in one cell percolate throughout the sheet on each update!

Am I the only one who thinks this could be a really cool environment for programmers to learn and practice this style of programming?

Teaching concatenative programming isn't a primary task in my courses, so I've never taken the time to focus on a pedagogical environment for the style. I'm grateful to Avi for demonstrating a spreadsheet model for stack programs and stimulating me to think more about it.

For now, I'll play with Loglo as much as time permits and think more about its use, or use of a tool like it, in my courses. There are couple of features I'll have to get used to. For one, it seems that a cell can access only one item left on the stack by its left neighbor, which limits the kind of partial functions we can write into cells. Another is that named functions such as rotate push themselves onto the stack by default and thus require a ! to apply them, whereas operators such as + evaluate by default and thus require quotation in a {} block to defer execution. (I have an academic's fondness for overarching simplicity.) Fortunately, these are the sorts of features one gets used to whenever learning a new language. They are part of the fun.

Thinking beyond Loglo, I can imagine implementing an IDE like this for my students that provides features that Loglo's use cases don't require. For example, it would be cool to enable the programmer to ctrl-click on a cell to see the type of the program it contains, as well as an option to see the cumulative type along the row or built on a cell referenced from above. There is much fun to be had here.

To me, one sign of a really interesting project is how many tangential ideas flow out of it. For me, Loglo is teeming with ideas, and I'm not even in its target demographic. So, kudos to Avi!

Now, back to administrivia and that database course...


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June 11, 2020 1:02 PM

Persistence Wins, Even For Someone Like You

There's value to going into a field that you find difficult to grasp, as long as you're willing to be persistent. Even better, others can benefit from your persistence, too.

In an old essay, James Propp notes that working in a field where you lack intuition can "impart a useful freedom from prejudice". Even better...

... there's value in going into a field that you find difficult to grasp, as long as you're willing to be really persistent, because if you find a different way to think about things, something that works even for someone like you, chances are that other people will find it useful too.

This reminded me of a passage in Bob Nystroms's post about his new book, Crafting Interpreters. Nystrom took a long time to finish the book in large part because he wanted the interpreter at the end of each chapter to compile and run, while at the same time growing into the interpreter discussed in the next chapter. But that wasn't the only reason:

I made this problem harder for myself because of the meta-goal I had. One reason I didn't get into languages until later in my career was because I was intimidated by the reputation compilers have as being only for hardcore computer science wizard types. I'm a college dropout, so I felt I wasn't smart enough, or at least wasn't educated enough to hack it. Eventually I discovered that those barriers existed only in my mind and that anyone can learn this.

Some students avoid my compilers course because they assume it must be difficult, or because friends said they found it difficult. Even though they are CS majors, they think of themselves as average programmers, not "hardcore computer science wizard types". But regardless of the caliber of the student at the time they start the course, the best predictor of success in writing a working compiler is persistence. The students who plug away, working regularly throughout the two-week stages and across the entire project, are usually the ones who finish successfully.

One of my great pleasures as a prof is seeing the pride in the faces of students who demo a working compiler at the end of the semester, especially in the faces of the students who began the course concerned that they couldn't hack it.

As Propp points out in his essay, this sort of persistence can pay off for others, too. When you have to work hard to grasp an idea or to make something, you sometimes find a different way to think about things, and this can help others who are struggling. One of my jobs as a teacher is to help students understand new ideas and use new techniques. That job is usually made easier when I've had to work persistently to understand the idea myself, or to find a better way to help the students who teach me the ways in which they struggle.

In Nystrom's case, his hard work to master a field he didn't grasp immediately pays of for his readers. I've been following the growth of Crafting Interpreters over time, reading chapters in depth whenever I was able. Those chapters were uniformly easy to read, easy to follow, and entertaining. They have me thinking about ways to teach my own course differently, which is probably the highest praise I can give as a teacher. Now I need to go back and read the entire book and learn some more.

Teaching well enough that students grasp what they thought was not graspable and do what they thought was not doable is a constant goal, rarely achieved. It's always a work in progress. I have to keep plugging away.


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May 22, 2020 3:34 PM

What Good Can Come From All This?

Jerry Seinfeld:

"What am I really sick of?" is where innovation begins.

Steve Wozniak:

For a lot of entrepreneurs, they see something and they say, "I have to have this," and that will start them building their own.

Morgan Housel:

Necessity is the mother of invention, so our willingness to solve problems is about to surge.

A lot of people are facing a lot of different stresses right now, with the prospect that many of those stresses will continue on into the foreseeable future. For instance, I know a lot of CS faculty who are looking at online instruction and remote learning much carefully now that they may be doing it again in the fall. Many of us have some things to learn, and some real problems need to be solved.

"What am I really sick of?" can turn the dial up on our willingness to solve problems that have been lingering in the background for a while. Let's hope that some good can come from the disruption.


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May 18, 2020 4:10 PM

Not Receiving Negative Feedback Makes It Hard to Improve

As a financial writer for Forbes and the Wall Street Journal, Jason Zweig has received a lot of letters from readers, many of them forcefully suggesting that his columns could be better. In this interview, he speaks calmly about processing negative feedback:

... when you get negative feedback, you have to sort it. You can't just take all negative feedback and throw it in the "I'm not reading this" bucket. You have to go through it. And you have to say: "Is this person, who says I'm wrong, right or wrong?" Because if the person says you're wrong, and is wrong, then how does that hurt you? But if the person who says you're wrong is right, it's devastating to you if you don't listen.
It's not about winning. It's about learning.

I know profs who refuse to read their student assessments because it's too hard emotionally to deal with negative feedback. I understand the temptation... There are semesters when thirty-nine reviews are positive, yet the one negative review lodges itself in my brain and won't let go. Even after decades of teaching, it can be hard to shake off those comments immediately. And when there many comments that are "constructive" or just plain negative, well, reading the assessments can really demoralize.

But as Zweig says, closing myself off to the feedback is ultimately a losing proposition. Sometimes I assess a comment and decide that it's off the mark, or the result of singular event or experience and therefore isn't worth sweating over. But what about when the reviewer is right? Or when there's a kernel of truth in an otherwise unnecessarily personal comment? Ignoring the truth doesn't do me any good. I want to get better.

I did not receive student assessments this spring. When the university moved to remote instruction suddenly, the administration and faculty agreed to suspended assessments for the semester, with the idea that teaching and learning would both be a bit bumpier than usual under the extreme conditions. Just before the last week of the term, they agreed to bring optional assessments back purely for the prof's personal use, but by then I decided to pass. Some of my students provided some helpful feedback, including constructive criticism, all on their own.

I'll actually miss reading my assessments this month, if not the sudden spike in my blood pressure that sometimes accompanies them. Students are usually helpful and surprisingly generous in their evaluations, and I still usually learn a lot from the positive ones and the negative ones alike.


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May 16, 2020 11:33 AM

Woz Sez: Take Some Time To Get To Know Your Program Better

Steve Wozniak in Founders at Work:

If you can just quickly whip something out and it's done, maybe it's time, once in a while, to think and think and think, "Can I make it better than it is, a little superior?" What that does is not necessarily make the product better in the end, but it brings you closer to the product, and your own head understands it better. Your neurons have gone through the code you wrote, or the circuits you designed, have gone through it more times, and it's just a little more solidly in your head and once in a while you'll wake up and say, "Oh my God, I just realized a bug that's in there, something I hadn't thought of."
Or, if you have to modify something, or add something new, you can do it very quickly when it's all in your head. You don't have to pull out the listing and find out where and maybe make a mistake. You don't make as many mistakes.

Many programmers know this feeling, of having a program in your head and moving in sync with it. When programs are small, it's easy for me to hold a program in my head. As it grows larger and spreads out over many functions, classes, and files, I have to live with it over an extended period of time. Taking one of Woz's dives into the just to work on it is a powerful way to refresh the feeling.

Beginning programmers have to learn this feeling, I think, and we should help them. In the beginning, my students know what it's like to have a program in their head all at once. The programs are small, and the new programmer has to pay attention to every detail. As programs grow, it becomes harder for them. They work locally to make little bits of code work, and suddenly they have a program that does fit naturally in their head. But they don't have the luxury of time to do what Woz suggests, because they are on to the next reading assignment, the next homework, the next class across campus.

One of the many reasons I like project courses such as my compiler course is that students live with the same code for an entire semester. Sure, they finish the scanner and move on to the parser, and then onto a type checker and a code generator, but they use their initial stages every day and live with the decisions they made. It's not uncommon for a student to tell me 1/2 or 3/4 of the way through the course, "I was looking at our scanner (or parser) the other day, and now I understand why we were having that problem I told you about. I'm going to fix it over Thanksgiving break."

In my programming languages course, we close with a three week three assignment project building an interpreter. I love when a student submitting on Part 3 says, "Hey, I just noticed that some parts of Part 2 could be better. I hope you don't mind that I improved that, too." Um, no. No, I don't mind at all. They get it.

It's easy to shortchange our students with too many small projects. I like most of my courses to have at least some code grow over the course of the semester. Students may not have the luxury of a lot of free time, but at least they work in proximity to their old code for a while. Serendipity may strike if we create the right conditions for it.

I have already begun to think about how I can foster this in my new course this fall. I hope to design it into the course upfront.


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May 14, 2020 2:35 PM

Teaching a New Course in the Fall

I blogged weekly about the sudden switch to remote instruction starting in late March, but only for three weeks. I stopped mostly because my sense of disorientation had disappeared. Teaching class over Zoom started to feel more normal, and my students and I got back into the usual rhythm. A few struggled in ways that affected their learning and performance, and a smaller few thrived. My experience was mostly okay: some parts of my work suffered as I learned how to use tools effectively, but not having as many external restrictions on my schedule offset the negatives. Grades are in, summer break begins to begin, and at least some things are right with the world.

Fall offers something new for me to learn. My fall compilers course had a lower enrollment than usual and, given the university's current financial situation, I had to cancel it. This worked out fine for the department, though, as one of our adjunct instructors asked to take next year off in order to deal with changes in his professional and personal lives. So there was a professor in need of a course, and a course in need of a professor: Database Systems.

Databases is one of the few non-systems CS courses that I have never taught as a prof or as a grad student. It's an interesting course, mixing theory and design with a lot of practical skills that students and employers prize. In this regard, it's a lot of like our OO design and programming course in Java, only with a bit more visible theory. I'm psyched to give it a go. At the very least, I should be able to practice some of those marketable skills and learn some of the newer tools involved.

As with all new preps, this course has me looking for ideas. I'm aware of a few of the standard texts, though I am hoping to find a good open-source text online, or a set of online materials out of which to assemble the readings my students will need for the semester. I'm going to be looking scouting for all the other materials I need to teach the course as well, including examples, homework assignments, and projects. I tend to write a lot of my own stuff, but I also like to learn from good courses and good examples already out there. Not being a database specialist, I am keen to see what specialists think is important, beyond what we find in traditional textbooks.

Then there is the design of the course itself. Teaching a course I've never taught before means not having an old course design to fall back on. This means more work, of course, but is a big win for curious mind. Sometimes, it's fun to start from scratch. I have always found instructional design fascinating, much like any kind of design, and building a new course leaves open a lot of doors for me to learn and to practice some new skills.

COVID-19 is a big part of why I am teaching this course, but it is not done with us. We still do not know what fall semester will look like, other than to assume that it won't look like a normal semester. Will be on campus all semester, online all semester, or a mix of both? If we do hold instruction on campus, as most universities are hoping to do, social distancing requirements will require us to do some things differently, such as meeting students in shifts every other day. This uncertainty suggests that I should design a course that depends less on synchronous, twice-weekly, face-to-face direct instruction and more on ... what?

I have a lot to learn about teaching this way. My university is expanding its professional development offerings this summer and, in addition to diving deep into databases and SQL, I'll be learning some new ways to design a course. It's exciting but also means a bit more teaching prep than usual for my summer.

This is the first entirely new prep I've taught in a while. I think the most recent was the fall of 2009, when I taught Software Engineering for the first and only time. Looking back at the course website reminds me that I created this delightful logo for the course:

course logo for Software Engineering, created using YUML

So, off to work I go. I could sure use your help. Do you know of model database courses that I should know about? What database concepts and skills should CS graduates in 2021 know? What tools should they be able to use? What has changed in the world since I last took database courses that must be reflected in today's database course? Do you know of a good online textbook for the course, or a print book that my students would find useful and be willing to pay for?

If you have any ideas to share, feel free to email me or contact me on Twitter. If not for me, do it for my students!


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May 10, 2020 2:16 PM

Software Can Make You Feel Alive, or It Can Make You Feel Dead

This week I read one of Craig Mod's old essays and found a great line, one that everyone who writes programs for other people should keep front of mind:

When it comes to software that people live in all day long, a 3% increase in fun should not be dismissed.

Working hard to squeeze a bit more speed out of a program, or to create even a marginally better interaction experience, can make a huge difference to someone who uses that program everyday. Some people spend most of their professional days inside one or two pieces of software, which accentuates further the human value of Mod's three percent. With shelter-in-place and work-from-home the norm for so many people these days, we face a secondary crisis of software that is no fun.

I was probably more sensitive than usual to Mod's sentiment when I read it... This week I used Blackboard for the first time, at least my first extended usage. The problem is not Blackboard, of course; I imagine that most commercial learning management systems are little fun to use. (What a depressing phrase "commercial learning management system" is.) And it's not just LMSes. We use various PeopleSoft "campus solutions" to run the academic, administrative, and financial operations on our campus. I always feel a little of my life drain away whenever I spend an hour or three clicking around and waiting inside this large and mostly functional labyrinth.

It says a lot that my first thought after downloading my final exams on Friday morning was, "I don't have to login to Blackboard again for a good long while. At least I have that going for me."

I had never used our LMS until this week, and then only to create a final exam that I could reliably time after being forced into remote teaching with little warning. If we are in this situation again in the fall, I plan to have an alternative solution in place. The programmer in me always feels an urge to roll my own when I encounter substandard software. Writing an entire LMS is not one of my life goals, so I'll just write the piece I need. That's more my style anyway.

Later the same morning, I saw this spirit of writing a better program in a context that made me even happier. The Friday of finals week is my department's biennial undergrad research day, when students present the results of their semester- or year-long projects. Rather than give up the tradition because we couldn't gather together in the usual way, we used Zoom. One student talked about alternative techniques for doing parallel programming in Python, and another presented empirical analysis of using IR beacons for localization of FIRST Lego League robots. Fun stuff.

The third presentation of the morning was by a CS major with a history minor, who had observed how history profs' lectures are limited by the tools they had available. The solution? Write better presentation software!

As I watched this talk, I was proud of the student, whom I'd had in class and gotten to know a bit. But I was also proud of whatever influence our program had on his design skills, programming skills, and thinking. This project, I thought, is a demonstration of one thing every CS student should learn: We can make the tools we want to use.

This talk also taught me something non-technical: Every CS research talk should include maps of Italy from the 1300s. Don't dismiss 3% increases in fun wherever they can be made.


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April 29, 2020 4:45 PM

Teaching Class is Like Groundhog Day

As I closed down my remote class session yesterday, I felt a familiar feeling... That session can be better! I've been using variations of this session, slowly improving it, for a few years now, and I always leave the classroom thinking, "Wait 'til next time." I'm eager to improve it now and iterate, trying it again tomorrow. Alas, tomorrow is another day, with another class session all its own. Next time is next year.

Bill Murray, suspicion of Groundhog Day

I feel this way about most of the sessions in most of my courses. Yesterday, it occurred to me that this must be what Phil Connors feels like in Groundhog Day.

Phil wakes up every day in the same place and time as yesterday. Part way through the film, he decides to start improving himself. Yet the next morning, there he is again, in the same place and time as yesterday, a little better but still flawed, in need of improvement.

Next spring, when I sit down to prep for this session, it will be like hitting that alarm clock and hearing Sonny and Cher all over again.

I told my wife about my revelation and my longing: If only I could teach this session 10,000 times, I'd finally get it right. You know what she said?

"Think how your students must feel. If they could do that session 10,000 times, they'd feel like they really got it, too."

My wife is wise. My students and I are in this together, getting a little better each day, we hope, but rarely feeling like we've figured all that much out. I'll keep plugging away, Phil Connors as CS prof. "Okay, campers, rise and shine..." Hopefully, today I'll be less wrong than yesterday. I wish my students the same.

Who knows, one of these days, maybe I'll leave a session and feel as Phil does in the last scene of the film, when he wakes up next to his colleague Rita. "Do you know what today is? Today is tomorrow. It happened. You're here." I'm not holding my breath, though.


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April 19, 2020 4:10 PM

I Was a Library Kid, Too

Early in this Paris Review interview, Ray Bradbury says, "A conglomerate heap of trash, that's what I am." I smiled, because that's what I feel like sometimes, both culturally and academically. Later he confessed something that sealed my sense of kinship with him:

I am a librarian. I discovered me in the library. I went to find me in the library. Before I fell in love with libraries, I was just a six-year-old boy. The library fueled all of my curiosities, from dinosaurs to ancient Egypt.
the bookshelf in my home office

I was a library kid, too. I owned a few books, but I looked forward to every chance we had to go to the library. My grade school had books in every classroom, and my teachers shared their personal books with those of us who so clearly loved to read. Eventually my mom took me and my siblings to the Marion County public to get a library card, and the world of books available seemed limitless. When I got to high school, I spent free time before and after classes wandering the stacks, discovering science fiction, Vonnegut and Kafka and Voltaire, science and history. The school librarian got used to finding me in the aisles at times. She became as much a friend as any high school teacher could. So many of my friends have shelves and shelves of books; they talk about their addiction to Amazon and independent bookstores. But almost all of the books I have at home fit in a single bookshelf (at right). One of them is Bradbury's The Martian Chronicles, which I discovered in high school.

I do have a small chess library on another shelf across the room and a few sports books, most from childhood, piled nearby. I tried to get rid of the sports books once, in a fit of Marie Kondo-esque de-cluttering, but I just couldn't. Even I have an attachment to the books I own. Having so few, perhaps my attraction is even stronger than it might otherwise be, subject to some cosmic inverse square law of bibliophilia.

At my office, I do have two walls full of books, mostly textbooks accumulated over my years as a professor. When I retire, though, I'll keep only one bookcase full of those -- a few undergrad CS texts, yes, but mostly books I purchased because they meant something to me. Gödel, Escher, Bach. Metamagical Themas. Models of My Life. A few books about AI. These are books that helped me find me.

After high school, I was fortunate to spend a decade in college as an undergraduate and grad student. I would not trade those years for anything; I learned a lot, made friends with whom I remain close, and grew up. Bradbury, though, continued his life as an autodidact, going to the public library three nights a week for a decade, until he got married.

So I graduated from the library, when I was twenty-seven. I discovered that the library is the real school.

Even though I spent a decade as a student in college and now am a university prof, the library remains my second home. I rarely buy books to this day; I don't remember my last purchase. The university library is next to my office building, and I make frequent trips over in the afternoons. They give me a break from work and a chance to pick up my next read. I usually spend a lot more time there than necessary, wandering the stacks and exploring. I guess I'm still a library kid.


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